So the other day i told Fad to consider me as a love interest too. Gosh she was pretty grim about it. Its not like i want to ask her out to be my girlfriend or that i really love her or anything. Man, people need to lighten up, better to tell her anyway as precaution. I must admit i find the whole thing rather amusing.
Life's pretty boring nowadays, it's just the second day of the holidays and i'm already bored out of my mind, Jesus christ there must be something to do, how am i going to survive 3 weeks of nothing ?
I guess its time i learned to play the guitar again, and probably learn a little malay too. I always wanted to learn malay ever since i know A can speak a little chinese. It got me thinking if a malay can speak a little chinese, then hey i can speak a little malay too. Besides people are always getting me mixed up as a malay, if i learn malay it could save me a lot of explanation time.
This few weeks hasn't been good at all, i can see that i've changed a lot from who i used to be. I no longer believe in the principles that i practiced, but i don't want to let this principles goes. Things just seem to get more and more messy later and i've gotten myself into a lot of predicaments that i shouldn't have. It's like i want everything, and at the same time nothing. Worse of all my english seem to have degraded.
I believe that a change in me is required, i need to evolve into something else.
